Tuesday, 6 January 2009
Ema oan the keyyys.
jamie is mah pure solo pal. i quite think his hair is awsome, an he can open backdoors/has fags. i like laptops cause i pure dini hae yin haha tbh tonight has been quite gid. nomis is in the loo spewing it up. me and jamies internet surfin. its pretty gid. van wilder is also oan which makes me go XD and im also pretty crunk. which results in me and nomis gettin crunk in the moony. hahah nomis and jamie are legends, solo and bawheed. gid blokes :) catchi blog folk. xxxx
Monday, 5 January 2009
All Nighter
Well basically i stayed at dionne's for 2 nights,
The first night, Never got much sleep. Playin Guitar Hero World Tour for hours on end :) it was giid, then we decided to plug in a mic and just sing like lots of stuff :) didn't ken the words to half the songs D: :L it was epic :) then her dad came in and moaned cause we were bein to loud D:
and he was topless and i was like +o( :L!!! no offence alan :)
So we turned off world tour and watched crocodile dundee, then i had a wee emotional moment :/ didn't like it!
so i went and smoked... quite alot actually, about 5 in 15 minutes or so D: i was doin well at cuttin down tae :( but it's all good now :)
i then went back to bed and napped :)... well slept from about 5am till about 5pm :) but it's kinda of nap.... a very long one :)
Woke up, had dinner (It was meatloaf :S i thought it only existed in America), then went back up stairs :) We watched "Alan Carr's The Tooth Fairy Live" it was funny :) i've already seen it like 3 times, but yeah it was still pretty funny :) Then we watched the IT crowd :L first time i'ev watched it D: it's sooo funny :)
*presses buttons on keyboard as if typing lots*
"Since your the new 'Boss', would you like me to access the data supplier and hook it up to the matrix?"
"*Puzzled look*... You just made all of that up"
"... erm... YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT COMPUTERS"
"*manly voice* GET BACK THROUGH THERE AND DO SOME WORK, I'LL BE THROUGH TO CHECK ON YOU IN A MINUTE... and Moss, What are you doing down there?"
"I was just going to plug in your computer"
"...ah."
enough of that :L
so aye anyways, after the IT Crowd Dionne and I searched for Holidays :)
looked for ages :) found a 5 star B&B In Cyprus... Paphos i think, Only £949 including flights and sutff +D, so hopefully get to go there :)
then we just watched shite on the tv and never slept at all as there was no point cause it was about 6am and we had to be up and ready for 1030 hours D: so we just stayed up :)
then at 1030 dionne's sister arrived to take us to the doctor for Dionne's blood test :)
so we never left till 1050 when the appointment was at 1045 and still we apparently weren't late :) :L somehow :S
then when we got back Dionne's sister fixed Dionne's hair and Vice Versa
then i was total ko'ing on the couch :L so we decided to go upstairs for nap, and thank god we did cause i felt so much better.
We lazed about for pretty much the rest of the day, except when we went to boots so i could buy some stress relieving pills :) and they work +D and as a bonus they don't taste like shit :L
but turns out they also help insomnia so as i type this my eyes are struggling to stay open and i think i am swaying back and forth :L
well that about it for now so....
byeeee :) x
The first night, Never got much sleep. Playin Guitar Hero World Tour for hours on end :) it was giid, then we decided to plug in a mic and just sing like lots of stuff :) didn't ken the words to half the songs D: :L it was epic :) then her dad came in and moaned cause we were bein to loud D:
and he was topless and i was like +o( :L!!! no offence alan :)
So we turned off world tour and watched crocodile dundee, then i had a wee emotional moment :/ didn't like it!
so i went and smoked... quite alot actually, about 5 in 15 minutes or so D: i was doin well at cuttin down tae :( but it's all good now :)
i then went back to bed and napped :)... well slept from about 5am till about 5pm :) but it's kinda of nap.... a very long one :)
Woke up, had dinner (It was meatloaf :S i thought it only existed in America), then went back up stairs :) We watched "Alan Carr's The Tooth Fairy Live" it was funny :) i've already seen it like 3 times, but yeah it was still pretty funny :) Then we watched the IT crowd :L first time i'ev watched it D: it's sooo funny :)
*presses buttons on keyboard as if typing lots*
"Since your the new 'Boss', would you like me to access the data supplier and hook it up to the matrix?"
"*Puzzled look*... You just made all of that up"
"... erm... YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT COMPUTERS"
"*manly voice* GET BACK THROUGH THERE AND DO SOME WORK, I'LL BE THROUGH TO CHECK ON YOU IN A MINUTE... and Moss, What are you doing down there?"
"I was just going to plug in your computer"
"...ah."
enough of that :L
so aye anyways, after the IT Crowd Dionne and I searched for Holidays :)
looked for ages :) found a 5 star B&B In Cyprus... Paphos i think, Only £949 including flights and sutff +D, so hopefully get to go there :)
then we just watched shite on the tv and never slept at all as there was no point cause it was about 6am and we had to be up and ready for 1030 hours D: so we just stayed up :)
then at 1030 dionne's sister arrived to take us to the doctor for Dionne's blood test :)
so we never left till 1050 when the appointment was at 1045 and still we apparently weren't late :) :L somehow :S
then when we got back Dionne's sister fixed Dionne's hair and Vice Versa
then i was total ko'ing on the couch :L so we decided to go upstairs for nap, and thank god we did cause i felt so much better.
We lazed about for pretty much the rest of the day, except when we went to boots so i could buy some stress relieving pills :) and they work +D and as a bonus they don't taste like shit :L
but turns out they also help insomnia so as i type this my eyes are struggling to stay open and i think i am swaying back and forth :L
well that about it for now so....
byeeee :) x
Friday, 2 January 2009
FUCK SAKE
This is my first blog, yet probably one of the most pissed off rants i shall post
Well, Everything seems to piss me off at the moment.
For years i have bottled up so much anger, now it appears to be letting itself out and it huge amounts! at the moment i really feel like beating the utter SHIT out of something.
first things first!
I want you see this AND SEE HOW MUCH PAIN AND SHIT YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH
You said to me, You hate cheaters! THEN WHAT THE FUCK WAS ALL THAT ABOUT
and not only once, nooo! and the worst part is, I HAD TO FIND OUT OFF MY BEST FUCKIN MATE! not you.
At first when he told me about yer msn convo's i thought i was a load of bollocks. I asked to see them and he said matt probably deleted them by that point!
I'm sorry for not believing you!
ALSO, I fucked you about, i'll admit, but what you dont was on a new fucking level!
you made me promise never to fuck you about again, i stuck to that promise. And i'm sure you promised you would never hurt me.
fuckin done a great job of that didn't yi!
anyways i think that's about you!
just pissin me off even more when i'm tryin to calm down
Lori, I miss you so much. I think about you quite alot, i also think your death has alot to do with it, you were like an older brother to me. You made me laugh, the last memory i have of you is we were waiting outside a shop whilst my mum and Julie were inside, you were jumping over the barrier outside and stuff then helping me jump over. Those are great memories, until the day when you done it. I Hate you for doing it but with what you went through i don't blame you. but Why? WHY NOT FUCKING TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT IT! the day i found out i completely broke down, to be completely honest i still do, at this very moment i'm crying, just the thought of reliving that day when my mum told me what happened... FUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! WWWHYYYYYY?
and you know what the worst part is?
i keep having recurring dreams AND YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE! Telling me how sorry you are, i hate it! i forgive you so stop messing with my head pleaassee! i cant take much more of it!
I respect you and disrespect you!
I respect you for how you done it, its better than anything else. better than taking anything/overdosing. its better than harming yourself!
but i disrepect you for doing it!
i miss you! you were the greatest person in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so please get out of my head! i hate you coming to see me every night and telling me you're sorry!
other than those two reasons its all to do with just never letting out anger, always trying to be happy BUT I CANT FUCKING DO IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, Everything seems to piss me off at the moment.
For years i have bottled up so much anger, now it appears to be letting itself out and it huge amounts! at the moment i really feel like beating the utter SHIT out of something.
first things first!
I want you see this AND SEE HOW MUCH PAIN AND SHIT YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH
You said to me, You hate cheaters! THEN WHAT THE FUCK WAS ALL THAT ABOUT
and not only once, nooo! and the worst part is, I HAD TO FIND OUT OFF MY BEST FUCKIN MATE! not you.
At first when he told me about yer msn convo's i thought i was a load of bollocks. I asked to see them and he said matt probably deleted them by that point!
I'm sorry for not believing you!
ALSO, I fucked you about, i'll admit, but what you dont was on a new fucking level!
you made me promise never to fuck you about again, i stuck to that promise. And i'm sure you promised you would never hurt me.
fuckin done a great job of that didn't yi!
anyways i think that's about you!
just pissin me off even more when i'm tryin to calm down
Lori, I miss you so much. I think about you quite alot, i also think your death has alot to do with it, you were like an older brother to me. You made me laugh, the last memory i have of you is we were waiting outside a shop whilst my mum and Julie were inside, you were jumping over the barrier outside and stuff then helping me jump over. Those are great memories, until the day when you done it. I Hate you for doing it but with what you went through i don't blame you. but Why? WHY NOT FUCKING TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT IT! the day i found out i completely broke down, to be completely honest i still do, at this very moment i'm crying, just the thought of reliving that day when my mum told me what happened... FUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! WWWHYYYYYY?
and you know what the worst part is?
i keep having recurring dreams AND YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE! Telling me how sorry you are, i hate it! i forgive you so stop messing with my head pleaassee! i cant take much more of it!
I respect you and disrespect you!
I respect you for how you done it, its better than anything else. better than taking anything/overdosing. its better than harming yourself!
but i disrepect you for doing it!
i miss you! you were the greatest person in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so please get out of my head! i hate you coming to see me every night and telling me you're sorry!
other than those two reasons its all to do with just never letting out anger, always trying to be happy BUT I CANT FUCKING DO IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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