Sanctity of brothers

i CHOKED

If You Were Dead Or Still Alive

I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you
I try to make it through these lies, and that's all I do

Just don't deny it,
Don't try to fight this ,and deal with it
and that's just part of it,

If you were dead or still alive
I don't care, I don't care
Just go and leave this all behind
Cause i swear (i swear),i don't care

I try to make you see my side
Always trying to stay in line
But your eyes see right through
That's all they do

I'm getting buried in this place
I got no room your in my face
don't say anything just go away

Seek And Destroy

what the fuck??
was that really necessary?
i would love to ken how i'm a liar tbh??
is it because i'm like not worthy of you or something? HA, right then
this is all thanks to you. just want you to ken that!!!

I Don't Care, I Don't Care.

I shouldn't deserve that!!!

Sometimes Goodbye Is A Second Chance

Well... things haven't been going to well since sunday :/

I'm moving back to Denny.

It's for the best, it'll stop me being stressed/depressed and hopefully due to this i shall be able to concentrate better at work and stuff because i've been going downhill D:

I'm going to help Nom with his bass... again ;D cause i'm awesome :)

i'm trying to think of the positives of all this.

being able to balance out between dionne and mates :)

(8) So the beast resides in me, Deep down I always knew, I never really did fit in(8)

I've started listening to old bands such as Iced Earth, Motley Crue and Annihilator :)

Lyrics above Iced Earth: Damien

they are fuckin awesome :) They are like total old school metal mixed with a choir :) lol

god, i've never been good at writing these blogs haha :) so imma go now ;D catcheeeezzzzzzz x

TakeALookToTheSky

It's so shit just now.

I'm getting stressed all the time for no reason.

I want things how they used to be,

I want Nomis and I to reunite from the old days.

I want me and deano to hang about more :)

I want to know why i'm stressed D:

But soon enough I'll be 17 :) and I shall go back to plan A and buy a hippy van, I shall do it up and convert it to living suitings.

So who wants to meet me at the Karting at 6pm on friday and buy some laps??

I've not used any of my free shots yet haha :) and whoever comes with me will get 40 laps for £15 xD.

Campin this weekend??. we shall make it for nomis and chris' return ;D

i plan to get rat-arsed ;D

"What I've Felt, What I've Known. Turn The Pages, Turn To Stone!"

Metallica are fuckin awesome :) they're lyrics are so meaningful.

My recent feelings are said through "The Unforgiven 3 - Metallica" and if you don't understand the meaning then you suck ;D.

well i've ran out of more shite things to say :( lol

byeee x

Unforgiven II

Just cause i'm listening to it and i fuckin love it :)

Lay beside me, tell me what they've done
Speak the words I want to hear, to make my demons run
The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true
If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you.

Lay beside me, under wicked sky
Through black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives
The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through
Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining through
No, there's no sun shining

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

Come lay beside me, this won't hurt I swear
She loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love again
She lay beside me, but she'll be there when I'm gone
Black heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm gone
Yes, she'll be there when I'm gone
Dead sure she'll be there!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
Sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits for you
Or are you unforgiven too?

(Solo)

Lay beside me, tell me what I've done
The door is closed, so are your eyes
But now I see the sun, now I see the sun
Yes now I see it!

What I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?

What I've felt, what I've known
So sick and tired, I stand alone
Could you be there?, 'cause I'm the one who waits,
The one who waits for you

Oh what I've felt, what I've known
Turn the pages, turn the stone
Behind the door, should I open it for you?
(So I dub thee unforgiven)

Oh, what I've felt
Oh, what I've known!

I take this key (never free)
And I bury it (never me) in you
Because you're unforgiven too

Never free
Never me
'Cause you're unforgiven too!